STOPPED BEFORE STARTING

That which I had hoped, 

and fought so hard not to hope for, 

going against my natural instinct. Nip it from the root before even dropping the seed.

Life saved me from the drama (?), thrill and heart break.

I wished for it to start but didn’t push it because natural and sincerity is best. 

Not forcing the circumstances and results. 

Life is much easier when you see it as a controlled experiment.

    BUT IT ENDED WITHOUT EVER BEGINNING