Beautifully crazy

My mind changes constantly

One night I’m crying because I’m alone but the next day, am grateful for the fact that I needn’t give explanations to anybody.

Can’t make up my mind

Because problems are viewed from different aspects which puts me in the position of not being able to agree 100% with one single vision.

 

Constantly fighting with myself

My feelings are ready to burst out and they constantly do but I fight hard to suppress them. I can’t (and won’t) let my mind wander off and allow my heart to follow. It’s too dangerous.

 

Hiding from you to protect myself

You are know to my heart as him, and I doubt your name will ever be written in my sacred pages. You are not worthy but I wish you were. And if someday I encounter you… I most likely will look the other way.